Dilemma

I sometimes wonder, What is it I want to live with-
You, or the thought of you

I sometimes wonder what I want to do away with-
You, or the thought of you

I sometimes wonder what should I choose for myself
You or the thought of you

I sometimes wonder who understands me better-
You or the thought of you

I sometimes wonder who is real-
You or the thought of you

I sometimes wonder why can't they be one-
You and the thought of you.

Random

Days are always beautiful as you deal with people,,,,,but nights can be haunting as you have to deal with yourself....and this chilling rainfall doesn't help....you have nothing to warm yourself with and just the cold thought of not being with the one who you want to be with.